I HEART AMERICANO.
HELLO.
Hi there stranger, the name's HuiNi.
I am easily suave by CodySimpson.<3
Simpsonizer,Kevjumba , The Script,TaylorSwift,TiffanyAlvord.Just to name some:).
Band Majorette in DMB as of current , Dunearnite.
Its not like i really care whether you want to know though .
♥ WANT'S
Marina Barrage with friends<333
Travel to America with family <3
Movie Marathon , perhaps? ^^
♥ Music to your ears!
Music Playlist at MixPod.com
Friday, September 21, 2012, 5:25 AM
Mental Breakdown.
Its been a year .We haven't been talking.
Tell me , how did we ended up like this?
I wished I had not make that choice on that fateful day.If i havent',maybe we could have kept our closely knitted relationship.Why HuiNi,oh WHY ,did u had to throw that waterbottle just because you got angry?That was very rash of me, and this I must say , are the consequences of what i have done.If I haven't been so unwilling to talk to you and wanting you to be the one who started the conversation first , maybe , maybe we could be like before.
Remember?
Remember how i would record videos of you secretly when you weren't looking and then showing it to you after i was done with it and then we would both laugh like mad?
Remember how you would make fun of your friends and we would gossip a hell lot about them and then making fun of them ?
Remembing the street sales? I became reluctant to sell cuz we have been walking tirelessly from Orchard all the way to Dhoby Ghaut by foot?
I really really really missed US.
(OhMyGod,Why am i tearing up writing this.Perhaps its becuz i have been holding this within me for far too long .Far too long for me to handle, )
I wish we could be like before.
But NO. It won't and it never will.
That once closely-knitted relationship we had?Well forget about it.
It took YEARS to BUILD UP.And i threw it in the thrash , yeah I tossed it in thrash i did.
We are strangers now .
And the likelihood of we staying like this , is 99.9%.
I don't want it like this.
But it is because of me things ended up this way.
I loved you . And I still do.
I used to think i could understand you.But time has tore us apart.
I feel as though i don't quite understand you anymore, I don't KNOW what is going on in your head.
You never reveal what you are thinking about physically.
I FEEL FOR YOU.I do feel like this at times.
But today , I began reflecting . I reflected , of how absurd and childish my actions were.
With actions , come consequences.
Bear that in mind , my fellow readers.
I wished that was some way you could see this , but i doubt that would ever happen.
